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SAUDADE

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Love comes, From different places And in different pieces From the little gleam in your mother's eyes when she asks, "Did you eat?" To your Dad's annoyingly funny jokes From your brother's irritatingly lovely smile To the silent prayers in your grandmom's heart And the old fables of granddad's past From those teachers who shape young minds To those friends who never leave by your side From little acts of care To going to great extents for those you love From life to death Love is there

I'M FINE.

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Until when, should I hide my tears? Until when, should I conceal it with smile? Until when, should I pretend to be okay? And cry behind the doors even if its not fine? Until when, should I wait for my heart to stop hurting? Until when, I die?

LOST

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Lost a little balance on a tight rope Wasn't read to give up hope  But I guess I really did it this time Left myself in the warpath Wasn't it easier in our firefly-catching days? And everything out of reach, someone bigger brought down to us Wasn't it beautiful running wild until we fell asleep?  Before the monsters caught up to us?

IN THE END, IT STAYS

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There is this weird thing about pain it stays no matter what you do but with time you get used to dealing with it, you slowly try to live life again. Some moments the pain will be felt more and sometimes it would be bearable but it wont just evaporate into thin air like that. Pain stays so does love, and so does memories but with time they become bearable, tolerable and we accept it in the form and ways we are used to it. ~Time and tide waits for none~ ~Time heals everything~

WHAT FEELS BEST?

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You know what feels the best?  Laughing happily out of no reason Being selflessly selfish Learning to love yourself Dancing like no one's watching  Singing the songs at top of your lungs Making your own rhythm Making yourself better Doing things that make YOU happy And never regreting something That made you smile😌😊🌻

WHY DO YOU CARE?

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Why do you care SO much about the person I love? Who are you to question MY trust? You say love is BLIND but when I say I love HER You make it a crime. My love is not a political statement which goes up and down, I can LOVE ANYONE whether it is BLACK, WHITE or ROUND And oh, I am not normal person when I say this out LOUD YOU QUESTION MY SANITY as I COME OUT. LGBTQ community is a part of OUR society. They're just waiting for the acceptance which our society is not ready to give. There should never have been a question raised on same sex relationship especially in the name of GOD, love is something that can happen to anyone, with anyone and at anytime. LGBTQ community doesn't need your allowance all they need is acceptance and love❤️ #lgbtq

ALL YOUR PERFECTS

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"If you only shine light on your flaws, all your perfects will dim." ~Colleen Hoover // Novel: All your Perfects We're all full of flaws. Hundreds of them. They're like tiny holes all over our skin. Sometimes we shine too much light on our own flaws. But there are some people who try to ignore their own flaws by shining light on other people's to the point that the other person's flaws become their only focus. They pick at them, little by little, until they rip wide open and that's all we become to them. One giant, gaping flaw which overcomes your existence. Those kinds people are scared to accept themselves so they try to make others' self acceptance difficult. Unfortunately, you'll find those kinds of people all through your life. So accept yourself, Prove 'em wrong. You are not your flaws, you are so much more beautiful than what you think, you're powerful and you're anything else but your flaw. You just need to accept it in order fo...

NEVER MEANT TO BE

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the pictures, the memories a little down the lane to days of dvds from talking day and night  to only talking when an occasion strikes i sorta miss you because without you it dulls down the lights  I wanna ask what happened what changed but then we know thats an answer we will never get because our circumstances were never perfect when we met

BICKERINGS OF LOVE

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in my garden of love, i was busy watering the sunflower  for it astounded me with its beauty while the rose weeped for my warmth but "the rose has thorns", wailed my mind and hath put its need aside but when i went for watering my plants again, the sun asked me the question which i wasn't ready to answer "who are you to conclude, that loving the rose will give you thorns; always? for i, hath given you the same comfort that i hath given to a vandaliser in the times of its requirement" and for the time being, the rose felt beautiful, for it will always have thorns  but that won't stop me from loving it, the way i used to for the ichor that dripped from my hands  when the thorns were touched hath stoppeth flowing now

THE SUNFLOWER 🌻 pt. 2

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today i wanted to break the sunflower which had given me peace with its beauty yesterday, for i only wanted it for myself,  but hath forgotten that it gives its beauty to not only me but all the people who come across it so I decided to let it stay there and grow for i will pick it up when once it falls and shall row its seeds again and water its roots so it could shine brighter  with my love againπŸ’•

THE SUNFLOWER 🌻

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i wanted to give you the most beautiful sunflower of the world but i couldn't so instead i gave you the best i had right now and left the rest to Him. Cuz for now this is what I have; you, this broken sunflower and the universe.

HOPE FOR LIFE

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Life as I know it is surreal with ups and downs and pain filled tears with twists and turns, lulls and delays Life is like an endless maze but things will always fall into place just wait and have a little faith Life as I know it is surreal with ups and downs and pain filled tears with friends sometimes going away while some may disappoint, others betray but new ones will come to stay just wait and have a little faith Life as I know it is surreal with ups and downs and pain filled tears where kindness is freely given away unnoticed now, will somehow find its way back to you and come to stay just wait and have a little faith Life as I know it is surreal with ups and downs and pain filled tears where efforts don't seem to pay to plan even when you do the best you can fortune will find the deserving man in good time so, just wait and have a little faith Life as I know it is surreal with ups and downs and pain filled tears it can be tough there...